When I heard about that, I was confused at first. Confused about what seems to be quite impossible to be happening around me at this point of my age. In fact, a gust of anger and disappointment filled my emotions as well. I thought I saw things are getting better already, and I was actually smiling to myself. As I could see the efforts she put in for socialising and for trying to improve the relationship with people. I thought everything has paid off well. But what’s really happening?
I know I’ve got to be clear in mind, to rethink about the possible reasons for that outcome. I couldn’t come out with anything like, or near to ‘blood revenge enemy’. Then what could have causes all these? Guess the answers are not on me. May be something I couldn’t really tell or didn’t know.
I know it’s normal to, not like anyone. But I don’t quite understand why these have to go on for so long, and even when we are already heading towards the end?
I’m not trying to blame anyone for these. In fact, I still can’t forget how happy and touched when I know that people remember ‘that day’ and actually make so much effort on the planning. And even the friendliness towards me. Thanks!
I know I’m not in a very good position to say all this, but I just wish to, at least do something to help?
‘Acceptance does not mean
That you will always be perfect.
It simply means that
you’ll always overcome imperfection.
Acceptance is the road to peace -
Letting go of the worst,
Holding on to the best,
And finding the hope inside
That continues throughout life.’
Poems by Regina Hill
Acceptance. What do know of it?
Society and judging, everyone has got to go through that. But why do we have to add oil to the fire? Why don’t we be kind to ourselves, by being kind to others?
And yes, I’m learning too. =)
Yes i know. I've not been blogging for super-duper-long.
And here I am, blogging, without really knowing what to blog about.
I've been asking myself, should i just freaking delete this blog?
But wait... look what i'm doing now =)
I just can't seems to find any excuses to get rid of this. The anxiety of not blogging for too long doesn't seems valid enough for me. Haha. ok.. I admit i'm being an oxymoron.
But what to do. Looking at the date when i started using this 'yellow_fantasy'(which sounds kind of childish to me now) really makes me can't bare to do that quick and easy, click on the mouse.
I would say, be it good or bad, its all to be remember. The memories.
